I weighed in this morning at 182. I'm happy with this number because it means I'm getting my eating back in control. I have bounced from 181.6 to 183.6 for 2 months now. Mostly on the 183 end, so I'm pleased to see something a little lower since I have been making bigger efforts to bring my eating back under discipline.
I just spent some time going over my eating and training logs. If your not keeping these kind of logs than start today. I have used them to look back on many times now and it has help me a lot. Today it help me realize several things.
First I lost 15 pounds in 2 months last fall and I CAN do it again. I have no memory of it being hard or miserable. I will do it again.
Second I made it simple back then. I ate the same lunch for a week at a time and then switched it up the next week. Breakfast was 1 or 2 options. I cut out soda and drank lots of water. Dinner was the same as what the family was having just with portion control.
Third my workouts were either running or doing a Jillian Michaels DVD and a little bit of weight training. I wasn't stressing out about working out for at least 90 minutes, reaching a certain calorie burn or running long distances. I just got out there for the time I could and gave it all I had.
What I learned tonight was to Simplify!
So I'll be bringing back Jillian 2-3 days a week. I'll be running at my pace {even if it seems so slow}. I'll be planning easier {read boring but healthy} meals. And I won't be wearing my BodyBugg for a while.
I feel like I've taking a load of stress off my own back too. It's amazing how I can stress myself out and not even realize I'm doing it. I have to remind myself that I'm not in a race with anyone else. If something works for others, that's great, but I don't have to do it too. I'm not doing this to prove myself to anyone. This is not a competition. I'm doing this for my own happiness, health and sanity. And I need to do it the way that works for me.
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